SHORT STORY: The Pilot

The Pilot: A Short Story

When cars drive past the bright blue farmhouse off of Highway 61 in the Mississippi Delta (the house with the bright yellow crop duster parked nearby), their drivers might notice a giant propeller mounted on the front porch. If they slow down enough, they might also notice an older man sitting on the porch in a worn rocking chair, resting his real leg on a wooden box and fiddling with his prosthetic leg as he watches another crop duster do an aerial ballet across the road. They might wonder what the story was behind this odd scene and that curiosity might cause them to stop. And if they did, they would be greeted warmly by the man, who’d invite them on to his porch for a glass of sweet tea. If they accepted his offer, they’d find out he was a pilot and hear his story of life, death and rebirth. How he had crashed his crop duster, died in the wreckage, saw his dead wife, and miraculously came back to life. As they listened to the cicadas sing, they’d hear the pilot’s war stories: How he’d flown an A-1 Skyraider in Vietnam, had once been considered a hero in an unpopular war and returning from the jungle after being shot down. They’d hear how had come home broken from the war because of PTSD caused by being shot down, lost the love of his life because of his own ego and then her cancer, nearly lost his son to their mutual stubborn pride, and then saved his granddaughter from being lost in the Delta when she was just a toddler. By the time the listener got through the glass of tea, they’d find out that this incredible man had seen what is in the next life as he was calmed by his wife’s spirit while first responders cut him out of the plane’s twisted wreckage.

That wreck had cost him his leg. But it had given him a glimpse into the next world. And that glimpse put this one into perspective.

The pilot did not suffer fools gladly. He understood that every second counts. He did not worship men. He knew the only way out of pain was to face it head on. He knew fences made good neighbors but brick walls did not. And he did not give a sh*t what people thought of him.

He had earned that freedom. His demons had caused him to fly like a madman through the Delta skies chasing Angie’s ghost. Yet, he never found her until his plane lay crumpled and smoking half buried in the rich Delta soil. God, with Angie as His guide, gave the pilot a choice to live or die that day.

The pilot, out of his love for his granddaughter Angie, chose to live. Love brought him back to life. He had finally found his wife Angie, but chose to stay and help raise her namesake.

The traveler would listen to the pilot’s incredible stories and walk away with the understanding that the Devil manifests himself in the form of fear. And that to truly fight it, you can’t turn inward. You must love others. And you did that through service. That this incredible man’s spirit soared higher than any plane could fly.

The propeller was from the pilot’s wrecked Airtractor. Scratched and battered it was all that remained from the day the pilot was truly born.

But the cars and their drivers just passed the blue farm house without stopping. They would never meet the pilot and hear about his incredible journey.

That was their loss.

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The Beach


As the wheelchair stopped in the sand, the old soldier looked out at the calm surf. It was just him, his great grandson, and his memories. He had seen this surf before — but the last time, it was much angrier. A lone gull broke the silence as tears filled his eyes. The sweet salt air was replaced with the smell of vomit, seawater, blood and cordite. Explosions and screams filled his head. Fear froze his limbs. Death was ahead of him — and behind him. Blood and entrails splattered his face and bullets wizzed over his head. There was no cover. It was move forward or die on this Godforsaken beach. The looming rise ahead of him twinkled as machine guns raked every inch of the sand he and his brothers were trying to grab. More screams filled his head. Courage, born out of a deep survival instinct (mixed with training), kicked in. A fighter plane roared down the beach, spraying the hillside with bullets, giving them a brief moment to pull them out the riptide of death. He and his men laid explosives to clear a path through the mines. BOOM! This time the explosion was a gift. He picked himself off the sand and started to stumble forward down the path it had cleared. The man to his right’s head exploded in a spray of blood and brains but he couldn’t think about it the carnage. There would be years to work that out. Now the bunker on the top the hill was his objective. Ducking more bullets, he charged with his rifle prepared to kill. Three grenades from his belt went into the machine gun nest, extinguishing the threat. He pulled his knife and lunged it into the heart of the sole surviving German. He heard the dying man’s life slip out of his lungs with a bloody gurgle. A primal scream woke him from his flashback.

“Grandpa Buck, you OK?”

The old man blinked and was brought back to 2024. Confined to his wheelchair for nearly a decade, he stood proudly on Omaha Beach. This time, he knew he couldn’t cheat death. Time was doing what the Germans could never do. Looking around him, he saw the ghosts of the men who had died on June 6, 1944 running toward him on the beach. Soon, he’d be one of them. He’d concur death’s bluff soon enough. Today, though, he’d enjoy the Freedom that his moment in Hell had given the world.

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My Aircraft Paintings (and a few ships)

Growing up in the flight path of Lockheed Martin — Georgia, I was always looking skyward. When the TV show Black Sheep Squadron (starring Robert Conrad) debuted in the 1970’s, I was hooked on Corsairs and drawing airplanes. When I moderated a WW2 aviation panel for the Mississippi Book Festival, I painted two paintings for the authors James M. Scott and Kevin Maurer. That launched a new phase of my “drawing planes” career — painting planes. Here is a collection of my work so far.

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Masters of the Air: Aircraft from the European Theater

I thought I’d add a few of my paintings of the American aircraft that flew over Europe in World War 2.

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Homecoming: B-17G Flying Fortress

A bomber from the Bloody 100th makes an emergency landing in England. Procreate painting.
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A Great Coach

Right before my sophomore football season, the sportswriters at the Atlanta Journal-Constitution said that I was a player “who had potential.” One of my coaches saw that and quipped, “Potential is a little French word that means you’re not worth a damn yet.”

Spoiler alert: While I was a decent player, I never really lived up to that potential.

Flash forward two years: I named “most talented” of my senior class due to my ability to draw. That said, I knew that being talented wasn’t enough. My coach’s words echoed in my head. I knew that talent meant nothing without work. I learned that the secret to any worthwhile success is falling in love with the process. I vowed to outwork people.

Coach Terry Cadenhead and yours truly.

I kept thinking about that little French word.

Thirty-seven years later, I’d like to think I have lived up to my potential — but I know I still have more than I can do. And as long as I am breathing, I know that will be possible because I absolutely love the process. And I am willing to do the work.

A few months ago, I noticed my coach was at Belhaven University. He played basketball there and was in town for a friend’s funeral. We reconnected and he has helped me put many things from my high school years in proper perspective. Running into him was a God moment. And I consider him a friend.

Tonight, he said, “I said that to you because I wanted you to realize to that you needed to do the work.” I got his message — maybe too late for my high school football career, but definitely in time for my professional career. Over time, I’ve learned that by loving the process, living in the moment, and doing the work, you can learn another little French word — “succès.”

Bottom line: A good coach will teach you how to play a sport. A great coach will teach you how live your life.

Coach Terry Cadenhead is a great coach.

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The Drought

Across the highway, a bush hog cut through the dead brush and trees. A small pond, once the watering hole for the local wildlife, was bone dry. The last touches of green were fading from the nature’s palate — the drought had been going on since June. Pine trees, weakened by the lack of rain, were dying from the invasions of pine beetles. A dust cloud blew across the highway. Before you could say, “haboob,” the sky had turned yellow. The sun, now a big orange ball, hung over the horizon. Smoke from the brush fire near the interstate hung low over the county. Jim Logan felt the ache from his surgery tug at his attention. He pulled out his phone to look at the forecast. Nada. Zip. Zero chance for rain.

He had never seen a dry spell this bad.

Everything had been going so well up until three years ago. His career was on fire. Now the countryside was. He was happily married. No he was unhappily alone. His bank account had been as lush as the surrounding fields. Now it was as dry as the pond.

The dry spell came disguised as perfect sunny weather. First he just worked harder. Then he turned inward and tried every trick he had used in the past. Self medication, which had worked in the past, failed to work. His wife left him. His boss fired him. He had to have surgery after the car crash near the school. His ex-wife had wanted more than he could give without giving anything in return — and she took the kids and the dog.

Exhaustion set in.

Logan took a deep breath. He had nothing: No hope. No chance. Nothing to lose. And then he fell to his knees and began to mumble:

Dear Lord, I have been foolish. I thought I could carry all this on my own shoulders. I was wrong. So I turn it all over to you. I surrender.

Nothing.

He began to shake his fist up at the sky but for some reason d

Then he felt it. First he felt it in his toes. Then he felt the warmth flow throughout his body.

On that dry and dusty Mississippi morning, Jim Logan realized that he must push into his pain. That the answer to his healing was outside of his own body.

As he walked out toward the highway, he felt his tough year fade away like the smoke on the horizon. Then he felt a cold splash on his forehead. Then he felt another. And another. And another.

It began to rain.

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Pip’s New Journey

“You want to go for a walk?”

Pip’s ears jumped up; and she immediately ran into the cabinets.

Yes, I was offering a blind dog a chance to take a walk.

Pip made her way over to the front door (she is not totally blind, but her cataracts have made her mostly without sight. My guess is that she can see light and dark objects).

I put on her harness and hooked up her leash. I would be her seeing-eye person.

She zoomed out the door and up the hill. She then veered into the grass between our driveway and yard. I tugged on her leash to keep her from hitting a landscaping light as she turned toward the road. She walked left down the street and then stopped. She then walked right. And then went back left. Finally I said, “You want to go to the gate?” She started trotting down the road — until she veered off into the ditch.

Let’s just say I won’t allow her to drive the car.

Our neighbor was walking his King Charles spaniel and normally Pip would bark her head off at the pup. She kept walking past.

Maybe there is a silver lining to this.

We continued down the road as Pip left her Pee-mail for the trip back. I assume it is her version of bread crumbs. Or she was just trying to tell the other dogs she is still Queen of the land.

Then we saw it. The huge (and beautiful) Rottweiler who walks by our house every day with her human. Now Pip, who thinks she is the biggest, baddest dog on the planet, has tried to eat the poor, very well behaved Rottweiler before.

But not this time.

She walked within four feet of it and was oblivious to the other dog’s presence. Then she decided to turn around and followed along behind the Rottweiler About 25 yards down the street, she caught the scent of the other dog and started growling. But even then, it was like her search radar knew there was an object out there but couldn’t lock on.

We finally made it back home and I picked her up to carry her for the final 25 yards. I am glad she is a terrier and not a Rottweiler.

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The Mighty A

She once was a queen of the seas — a mighty U.S. battleship. Twenty-five hundred men roamed her decks, keeping her churning through the Atlantic and Pacific oceans. Her anti-aircraft guns blazed, protecting the rest of the fleet from the raining death known as Kamikazes. Her 16-inch guns struck fear into the enemy’s hearts.

She was a symbol of America’s industrial might. Might that would win a world war.

But her guns had fallen silent after the war. Battleships were supplanted by aircraft carriers as high seas royalty.

The U.S.S. Alabama was a once floating city. Now she was sitting the mud. While her heart no longer beat, her heart was still there. School children across Alabama had donated pennies to get her here. He was secretly glad they had. This was the place where he came to remember. And school children came to learn.

He had been school boy when he lied about his age when he had enlisted. He went from being a 17-year-old farm boy from Kansas to a seasoned, and salty, world-traveler. The war had done that for his generation; it had forged them into post-war leaders. But their time, like the ship’s had long past. It was a museum. And he was a nearly 100-year-old relic.

“Dang Grandpa, what are they feeding you in the nursing home? Bricks?” His grandson, who was in his 50’s and had fought in the Gulf War, puffed as he pushed the old man up the ramp. “I’m buying you a powered wheelchair. I’m too old for this stuff.”

The two men had both fought on battleships. The two men also shared the same name. One had fought on the U.S.S. Alabama, the mighty A. The other had fought on the U.S.S. Missouri. Both believed their battleship was better. “They messed up the Missouri when they added cruise missiles,” the old man taunted.

“The Alabama is stubby,” The grandson retorted. “She’s not long and sleek like the Missouri.”

“Watch your mouth. You’re not too old for me to wash it out.”

The grandfather looked at the Number One turret — his duty station during the war. He could close his eyes and see the snow and ice on it as they plowed through the North Atlantic. He could smell the sweat as they sailed the South Seas. He could hear the guns fire.

“I’m just glad they didn’t scrap her. The Indiana and South Dakota are now just rusty razor blades in a landfill. The Massachusetts is still afloat. So is the U.S.S. North Carolina and all of the Iowas. There is nothing quite like a battleship.”

A school group laughed and played around as they toured the ship. While some might be upset about the lack of reverence, both men knew better. They were just grateful that their service had allowed these kids to have the right to play on a warship.

At the end of the day, the grandson rolled his grandfather down the ramp and to the bow of the ship.

“We are going to the U.S.S. Missouri next, right?”

The older man didn’t answer. He just looked up at the bow and waved. His grandson didn’t see what he was seeing. The deck was teeming with the spirits of all the sailors he had sailed with.

Johnny. Bill. Sam. Francino. Austin. Bob. David. Frank. Chester.

Soon he would be joining them. He would be coming home, too. Until then, he’d travel to Mobile to visit his old friends — and pay respects to the big boat that turned him into a man.


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Burning Fields

Fires burned in the fields across the highway. The fall harvest was over and life in their farming community was restarting once again. Smoke wafted across the road and blanketed two small houses that sat side by side. Two men walked out to their mailboxes together as a small Air Tractor crop duster buzzed overhead.

“Mornin’ Bill.”

Bill Franklin was 58-years old who worked for the county and was a veteran of the first Gulf War. There he had won a Silver Star for gallantry in battle. On the first night of the war, he saved his squad from a Republican Guard ambush. He was quiet and walked like the former soldier he was. An African-American, his family once worked the fields surrounding his home. He and his wife had divorced after his PTSD had caused him to start drinking. Now sober for 20 years, he was grateful for the blessings God had given him.

“Morning, Jim.”

Jim Johnson was 55 years old, farmed and was a county supervisor. His family had owned land in the county for years. He dabbled in state politics and was widowed. Like his good friend Bill, Jim had definite opinions about the directions the world was going.

When online.

Both men put their bills in the box and went inside. There they got on Twitter and posted under fake names. And unbeknownst to the other, they did battle with each other. One was a godless liberal and the other was a MAGA tyrant. Hatred flowed from their fingertips as they sparred like the country depended on it.

And then they’d walk back outside and talk sports and family.

“How’re your grandchildren, Bill?”

Bill Franklin’s kids had all graduated from college and now were working in Atlanta and Huntsville as a lawyer and rocket engineer.

“They’re doing great, Jim. Thank you for asking. How is Shannon?”

“Shannon is doing really well. I’m so proud of her and her family. Her new accounting job is really paying her well. Want to have dinner tonight? I’m cooking steaks. You bring the beer?”

“Sure. But why don’t I bring iced tea. And tell Shannon I’m super proud of her the next time you FaceTime her.” Jim smiled. Bill knew Jim’s sobriety was core to who he was.

Shannon was Jim’s only daughter. She had survived the car crash that had killed her mother. They were at a crossroad off Highway 1 when a drunk driver ran a stop sign. He had raised Shannon by himself — but she also considered Bill Franklin her uncle. Jim struggled with grief, though. That had driven him online — and nearly insane.

Both men walked back inside, sat down at their computers and started insulting the other’s online persona. The fires of hatred ignited once again. Their keyboards burned red hot as the fields across the street.

It was a modern tale of friendship — one part reality and one part driven by an algorithm.

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