I just watched the Olympic hurdles. It’s a sport that completely makes my palms sweat — I guess because I am so uncoordinated that I envision myself face planting while trying to run them. But the Olympians fly over them with such incredible grace and speed. It truly is an amazing sight that takes my breath away.
My youngest son has faced many hurdles in his life, too. A difficult birth. Numerous ear infections. Three sets of tubes. Speech therapy. Scans. Doctors. And so far, he has amazed nearly everyone by managing to fly over them with his own version of grace and speed. He’s an extremely bright boy who has overcome many, many odds. I look into his stubborn little blue eyes and have to smile. And yet, this week, I am holding my breath as he faces yet another hurdle:
Kindergarten.
My baby boy starts kindergarten this week. He’s my last child to enter school and in a way, I’m a little bit worried.
I pray he gets a very strong and compassionate teacher. He needs that. The people in his life who don’t cut him slack are the ones who have made the biggest difference for him. And I am glad that his mother won’t be far away from him at all times.
I won’t be able to see him go into school for the first time (like I did the other two boys.) But I have faith he’ll get across the next hurdle with his usual quirky grace and speed. But please forgive me as my palms begin to sweat once more. Watching the hurdles always has always made me nervous.
Sniff.
Sniiiiiiiiiiff. Long, pursed-lip expiration along with fanning of face and eyes.
Sniff sniff. ::accepts Kleenex:: Baby Girl started 8th grade yesterday. It’s the first time in 16 years I wasn’t wide awake at 5am, nervous that we would be late for the first day of school. Instead, she turned off my alarm clock, got ready on her own, and was out the door at 7am. Unlike her brothers, she is a morning person; God love her-she must have gotten that from her daddy. I missed seeing what she wore to school until she came home. My baby girl has crossed that bridge from little girl to Young Lady over the summer. Still only four foot eight, there are no more bones poking me when she sits beside me or (seldom) on my lap. Where there were angles, now there are curves. It’s enough to make Mama cry and Daddy clean his guns every time she leaves home.