Fit-to-Fat-to-Fit Blog: 4/4/12

Goal Weight: 195 lbs

Today’s Weight: 204 lbs.

The alarm went off at 5:15 and I almost felt like I had slept in. Almost.  I quickly got my shower and headed to work.  No exercise for me.  But that’s OK.  I worked out last night.

I ran 4.28 miles in my neighborhood after 9 p.m..  Yes, I ran. In the dark. And in the rain. I was serenaded by a symphony of frogs as a light shower fell from the sky.  Lightning flickered off to the west, causing my heart to skip a beat.  In the 42 minutes I ran, I only heard distant rolling thunder twice.

My leg, which was diagnosed with a nasty case of shin splints, held up fine. I ran without ibuprofen just to see how badly it would hurt.  After about a mile, it warmed up enough for the pain to stop.  I ran up and down several hills.  I averaged right at six mph, even including several steep hills along the route.

Before I ran, I did 75 pushups and 75 sit-ups. I did two minutes of “wall sits” to work on my legs.  I may no longer be in the program, but I want to keep my fitness up.  I still have about ten more pounds to lose this months. And as you might have noticed, the weight is stubbornly hanging on.

Life after the Fit4Change workout isn’t much different than before.  I’m still sticking to the changes that have brought me this far. I ate two salads yesterday.  I rode the bike and ran.  I’m still making good choices instead of bad.  Because it really wasn’t about the 12 weeks I was in the program. No, it’s about the rest of my life going forward.

I never want to be fat and out of shape again.  It just can’t be allowed to happen. And I’m willing to put in the time and effort to make sure it never does.

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Wednesday Free-For-All

Good morning! What’s up?

In case you are in the neighborhood:

Gaston Lecture Series, April 5, Arkansas State University Mountain Home. Editorial cartoonist/writer/speaker Marshall Ramsey presents a program on using humor to deal with tragedies such as 9/11 and Hurricane Katrina. Begins at 7 p.m. in Gaston Lobby.

In case you are in the neighborhood:
Gaston Lecture Series, April 5, Arkansas State University Mountain Home. Editorial cartoonist/writer/speaker Marshall Ramsey presents a program on using humor to deal with tragedies such as 9/11 and Hurricane Katrina. Begins at 7 p.m. in Gaston Lobby.

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Fit-to-Fat-to-Fit Blog: 4/3/12

Goal Weight: 195 lbs.

Today’s Weight: I don’t really care.

Please don’t think I’m sitting here eating Ho Ho’s.  I haven’t given up on my goal or my desire to be fit again.  I’m just worn out — exhausted actually.  As many of you know, I’ve spent the last three days in Atlanta, watching my sister have to bury her husband. I’ve written about Adam before — he had ALS.  ALS is at best, cruel.

I would like to crawl into a hole and sleep for a month.

I didn’t run all weekend. I tried to eat fairly well.  I did ride the bike on Saturday for 30 minutes and 15 minutes this morning.  I didn’t work out at Jackson State because Fit4Change is over. I’ll try to run a little bit tonight — maybe two miles or even three. My schedule is packed and I need to get ready for my next trip: To Arkansas.

My point is this: If I had not gotten back in shape, I would not be able to function right now.  If I did not change my diet, I would be writing bad checks my body couldn’t cash.

I move because I can. I move because I have to. I move in honor of Adam.

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Tuesday Free-For-All

Good morning! What’s up?

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The most successful man I’ve ever known.

I threw dirt on a man who didn’t deserve it.

You probably don’t know him. As far as I know, he had no real plans to conquer the world.  No, he was quite happy living his life quietly inside the Perimeter in Atlanta.  So chances are, you’ve never run into him.

His name you ask? Adam Stine.  And for nearly ten years, he was married to my sister Stephanie.  Adam was all I could have asked for in a brother-in-law.  Why? Simple — He loved my sister. And that love made her a better woman.

So I think it’s only right that I tell you a little about him. Adam was a little older than me.  And a little shorter. I have blonde hair — he had black. We were different in a lot of ways.  His eyes were like coal and twinkled when he smiled.  Oh, he smiled a lot. Adam was a “the glass is half full” kind of guy.  And he was brilliant.  As an engineer, he was a real problem solver. He loved comic books, kids, science fiction, single-malt scotch, reading, his family and his friends. Ah, his friends. Did he ever value his friends.  I saw them Sunday. They threw dirt on Adam, too.

A couple of years ago, Adam got dealt a crappy hand of cards.  But in typical Adam fashion, he played them with a smile, an open heart and more courage than any man I know.  You see, he was diagnosed with ALS (or better known as Lou Gehrig’s Disease.) It’s a cruel, slow death  — and yet, Adam was convinced there would be a cure found in time.  That was Adam for you:  Positive in the face of doom. His friends rallied around him and my sister.  Adam could have quit — but he didn’t. He continued to live his life as he lost control of his body.  It was that body that held his mind prisoner at the very end.

That end was Friday. ALS took Adam Stine from my sister. From his family. From his friends.  It took the best brother-in-law imaginable from me.  And all I could do the end is throw dirt on him.

I brushed off my hands at the gravesite and looked across the cemetery at the sea of cars. Friends and family crowded around to pay their last respects.  I thought about what Clarence the Angel said to George Bailey –” No man is a failure who has friends.”

And at that moment, I realized, Adam Stine was the most successful man I’ve ever known.

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Monday Free-For-All

Good morning! Have a great week.

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Sunday Free-For-All

Hope you have a good a day.

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Saturday Free-For-All

The last time I saw my brother-in-law, I lifted him into bed. Now I’ll be lifting his coffin. The world lost a brave man. ALS is a vicious thief that steals your ability to move. Adam, I will keep moving in your honor. Thank you for loving my sister and being an example of courage to my sons.

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Fit-to-Fat-to-Fit Blog: Day 48 (the last day)

Goal Weight: 195 lbs.

This morning’s weight: 205

It was dark, rainy this morning and we were at Madison Central High School instead of Jackson State.  The crowd was thinner but still healthy.  Paul Lacoste put us through one more workout. It was tough but even with a bad leg, it was fun. And I can’t believe I am saying this but I will miss it.

But I’ll really miss the people.

Over the past 12 weeks, I developed four things: Muscles, endurance, friendships and memories.  Here are a few of my favorite memories:

1. Falling off the back of a treadmill.  Not that it was that much fun, but the mental image of me flying off like whale off a catapult makes me laugh.

2. Running with a parachute. That was just cool to me.

3. Conquering the towel.  I will never again look at a folded towel on a gym floor the same way.

4. Michael Guarino’s 100-pound weight loss day.  Seeing his son’s look of respect as his dad was being cheered was priceless.  Running with the 35-pound plate he had to carry was an honor.

5. The coaches. I know it was their job to push me — and I am thankful they did.

6. Clark Bruce. He’s done fat to fit and therefore, cut us no slack.  Conquering his core workout was the sign that I had finally truly gone from fit-to-fat-to-fit.

7. Line Two (my group).  Being moved up to their group pushed me hard.  They challenged me and I respect each and every person in my group.

8. Exile. I felt like a hamster, running in circles around the track. But I had great results the weeks I was out there.  And I developed a taste for JTRAN bus exhaust.

9. The Nipple drill.  Not that I liked the drill, but the name made me chuckle.  Kind of like “Titty Twister”.

10. Going from size 40 to 36-inch waist pants.

11. Writing this blog. I loved the comments and feedback I have gotten.  It was good therapy for me to jot down my thoughts every day.

12. Watching my teammates achieve their goals.  Seeing them excited about weight loss and improved fitness was inspiring.

13. My original line.  I’ve never met a more supportive group of ladies in my life.  I’m proud of them for finishing the program.

14. Running in the rain.

15. Inch-worms, burpees, crab walks, mountain climbers, wall sits, suicides, etc.  No, I don’t fondly remember them. But they tried to break me and failed.

16. Working through injury.  I rolled my ankle on a weight after two weeks and fought the pain for weeks. I developed a problem with my right leg (might be a relation) and managed to still run the 5K in 29 minutes.  Life throws you curves sometimes. You still have to keep swinging.

17. Being able to run with my sons. Fitness is a gift.  Being present for my boys is a bigger gift.

18. Getting up at 3:45 a.m.  Um, no.

19. The days when I gave my all and left it on the court.  Those where the days when I truly improved and learned something.

20. Paul Lacoste.  His training is hard on the body but I have the numbers to prove you get results. I’m in better shape than I was before the marathon (I can’t run as far, but my numbers are better.) He’s dedicated to improving the fitness level of the people in Mississippi and is on his way to bigger things.  He’s tough, but does it because he wants people to succeed. And outside of the gym, I think he’s a great guy.  I appreciate him for allowing me to tag along in Fit4Change. He gave me the opportunity to change my life.  And on this last day, I can truly say I’ve gone from Fit-to-Fat-to-Fit.

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Friday Free-For-All

Good morning! Last time I will be up at 3:30 a.m. for a few weeks. I’m actually kind of sad. Kind of…

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