Drummer Boy

Bullets whizzed over his head, sounding like a million angry hornets.

“Sergeant! WHAT DO I DO NOW?!? SERGEANT?”

The sergeant, a burly man Irish man from northern Illinois, stared back at him blankly. The young drummer boy looked closer at his head. A bullet had hit him cleanly in the forehead, killing him instantly.

That’s how the day had gone so far. Badly.

The drummer boy’s belly pressed lower against the dirt. Bullets continued to whiz over his head and a cannonball took the head off a lieutenant who had foolishly just arrived on horseback. The horse fell victim soon afterward. One minute they had been eating breakfast peacefully, the next chaos had broken loose. If the boy lived to 100, he’d never forget the sound of the Rebel yell. Or the sound of the bullets.

War had seemed so fun just a week ago. Now this. And his drum was destroyed. If he saw General Sherman again, he knew what he’d tell him — “Sir, war is Hell.”

Four hours into battle had pushed them back toward the Tennessee River. What would become known as the Battle of Shiloh had started badly for the Union Army. And it would get worse before it got better.

The drummer boy was now alone in the ravine with his dead sergeant. The fighting had passed them by. The hornets had stopped buzzing above him. The screams of dying men and exploding shells had stopped. The boy was scared and tired. He closed his eyes wishing he was somewhere else. Fear, fatigue and dust choked him. The drummer boy succumbed to his need for sleep and nodded off.

He awoke to darkness. The sun had set and the fighting had ceased for the night. Even Hell took the night off. The boy slowly got off the warm earth and quietly padded back toward to where his camp had been. He got to the edge of the tents and noticed that they were picked-over — but abandoned. He slipped into one of the officer’s tents and noticed a pen and paper sitting on the small wooden desk. The boy sat down and began to write down what he had seen that day. One word after another. And another. Soon he had written a page. He found an empty liquor bottle and rolled the paper up and put it in it. The boy found a shovel and quietly slipped out of the tent and headed back to the ravine. There he buried his sergeant and placed the bottle on top of his body.

Today’s nightmare would go in the ground with his leader’s body. The drummer boy was determined to survive this battle. As far as he was concerned, the war was over.

But the war had different plans. He fought the next day, the next month and then the next year. He followed General Sherman to Jackson and then to Vicksburg. He had drummed in Chattanooga. He witnessed the slaughter at Kennesaw Mountain and helped burn Atlanta. He then marched to the Sea, tearing up railroads along the way. He’d forever remember the sweet sounds of the church bells when the war was over. The drummer boy, older and hardened, went home. But even his mother did not recognize him. The war had claimed another casualty — the bright-eyed boy had become a cynically dark soul.

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One hundred and fifty years later, a group of Boy Scouts marched along the lip of the ravine. “Nearby was the Hornet’s Nest and Bloody Pond,” the leader in knee socks told the boys. One Scout, a boy the same age as the drummer boy, fell behind. He had seen something shiny in the ditch and climbed carefully down the bank to see what it was. He looked closely for snakes — nothing — and then headed to what looked like the top of a bottle. The Scout pulled it out of the soil and noticed a scrap of fabric under it. And then a bone.

“SCOUTMASTER!”

The Park Ranger and the Scouts stood around the table at the station. The historian, in his rubber gloves and mask, carefully pulled the paper out and unrolled it. And on the yellowed paper, a 150-year-old secret was revealed.

Today was the worst fighting I’ve ever seen. One minute we were joking in camp, the next, we were overrun by Rebels. I saw many friends die today. But the moment that broke me was death of my Sergeant — my father — Thomas Patrick O’Reily. One minute he was telling me he would keep me safe. The next, he was dead with a gunshot wound to the forehead. I buried him here, where he fell. If this bottle is found, please give him a proper burial. Thomas Patrick O’Reily Jr.

The Scout who had found the bottle began to cry. The other scouts looked at him and started to laugh. But the scoutmaster raised a hand to silence them. “What’s the matter, Tommy.”

“My great great great Grandfather fought at Shiloh as a drummer boy. His father died here but they never found his body. My great great great Grandfather came back in at the turn of the century but never could find the ravine again. I think I may have just solved one of my family’s biggest mystery.”

The earth takes in her secrets and then reveals them when she wants.

In the Shiloh National Cemetery, a soldier was laid to rest next to a family mystery. And as a bugler played taps for his great great great great grandfather, a scout named Thomas Patrick O’Reily VII swore he saw the drummer boy banging his drum in time. But it was probably just smoke from the twenty-one gun salute.

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Fit-to-Fat-to-Fit Blog: 4/23/12

Goal weight: 195 lbs.

I ran up a lot of steep hills this morning. Which one was the hardest to climb? Getting out of bed. I’m tired and the bed was warm. Self discipline had to use a tow truck to get me up and going at 4:30. But I did. And I’m thankful.

The temperature was right at 50 degrees, but a stiff north wind made it feel much colder.  At one point, I was running up a steep hill with the wind hitting me right in the face.  It wasn’t quite like running into a brick wall, but it wasn’t much fun. I guess the best way to describe it is that I felt like I was driving with my parking brake on.  Somewhere there’s a life lesson there, but I was too tired to figure it out. So I just kept running.  With hills and all, I ran at a 5.7 mph pace. Not Olympic speed, but considering the course, I’m pleased. It’s a much faster pace than I ran when I trained for my marathon.

When I got back to my house, I had run 5.13 miles for a calorie burn of 853. That’s a good way to start the morning and the week. It’s going to be another stressful one — so that 45 minutes to an hour of running is what keeps me going.  I would have much rather slept until 5:30 this morning.  But I didn’t.  I ran. And I’ll be glad I did all day long.

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Monday Free-For-All

It’s 4:30. What’s up with you?

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Sunday Free-For-All

Will be at the Mississippi Children’s Museum again today from 1:30 until 5:30 a.m. drawing for the kids.

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Fit-to-Fat-to-Fat Blog: 4/21/12

Goal Weight: 195 lbs.

Weight: 200 lbs.

Got up at 6:30 and hit the road by seven.  I ran out of my neighborhood, into the woods and onto the Natchez Trace Parkway.  I then picked up the Ridgeland Multipurpose Trail and ran from the Reservoir Overlook past Old Canton Road to a wooden bridge. That was four and a half miles into the run.  I then turned around and ran back to the Overlook.  From there, I cut back into the woods into another neighborhood and ran through it.  That was eight miles into the run.  I then ran two more miles into my neighborhood, making it an even 10.  I did nearly manage to sand my nipples off — that’s always a pleasant sensation.  (Remind me to wear my Underarmor shirt in the future.) I saw several friends on the trail. One thing I did differently today was take my water bottle I used during the marathon. It fits snuggly over my hand and allows me to comfortably run with water.  I borrowed some of my son’s Gatoraide — a mistake because I’m not used to the Fructose Corn Syrup. Yuck. I only drank about half of it — in the future I will bring water.

So I ran 10 miles.  In the process, I burned over 1,600 calories. My speed? Just a hair under six mph.  It was a good run on a nice, cool day.

After I showered and dressed, I worked four hours doing demonstrations for kids at the Mississippi Children’s Museum.  The old, fat me could not have done it.  Being in shape allowed me to work hard and have a great time with the kids today. That made my ten-mile run worth every step.

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Saturday Free-For-All

Good morning! What’s up? I’ll be teaching at the Mississippi Children’s Museum today from 10 ’til 2.

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Fit-to-Fat-to-Fit Blog: 4/20/12

Goal weight: 195 lbs.

Not much exercise to report this morning. I got up and did 50 sit-ups and 50 pushups.  I didn’t run because my hip is sore and I’m planning on a long run tomorrow morning.  I will be teaching tomorrow and Sunday at the Mississippi Children’s Museum and will need ALL the energy I can muster.  I want to put on a great show for the kids.  (I’m the MCM Artist in Residence this month.)  But this morning? I slept until 5:15. And I needed it.

Last night, I was coming home from a get-together at Hal & Mal’s for David Hampton, Rick Cleveland and his brother Bobby.  It was nearly 10 p.m. and I hadn’t eaten since lunch (I had a Grilled Chicken & Fruit Salad at Chick-Fil-A).  My son texted me and said we needed a couple of things at the grocery store and I figured I would pick up something to eat there. I kept looking at the frozen dinner aisle at things that USED to look good to me — but nothing looked good anymore. The fried foods. The fattening stuff.  I just went home and had a bowl of serial cereal and some fruit.  It’s like the sodas in the refrigerator at the radio station. I could have one — but I don’t want one. It’s been four months since I had a Coke. No longer am I subject to a Coke’s siren song.

That’s progress. That’s why I’m slowly moving from Fat to Fit.

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Friday Free-For-All

Good morning! Hope you have a fabulous Friday.

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Fit-to-Fat-to-Fit Blog: 4/19/12

Goal weight: 195 lbs.

Today’s weight: 202 lbs.

FFF Blog shout-out of the day goes to Dentist Dr. Catherine Carter Sledge.  Catherine struggled through weight issues as a child and with the love and support of her family, overcame them.  She has decided to pay her blessing forward by helping other Mississippi kids fight obesity. In 2005, she authored a children’s book, Anna’s Choice (which was distributed to every elementary school in the state of Mississippi.) and has partnered with the Mississippi Community Education Center to develop You’ve Gotta Move, a set of classroom exercise DVDs for Mississippi public schools.  Congrats Catherine for making a “Fit-to-Fat-to-Fit” difference!

If you didn’t get out and exercise this morning, you missed a beauty.  The temperature was PERFECT — in the low 50’s — and the air was crisp and dry.  I ran 5.23 miles in my neighborhood (lots of hills, of course) at the speed of 5.7 mph (hills slow me down!).  I burned 863 calories — which is a pretty good way to start the day.  My goal is to get my average speed up and over 6 mph.  That means more hill training!

Last night, I did 50 pushups and 50 sit-ups.  I also did leg lifts to supplement my core workout.  I was falling asleep at 9 p.m. (I am exhausted!) but went ahead and knocked out my workout.  It was time well invested.

My weight is right at 200 lbs. I have about a week dip below that.  Last night, though, I splurged and had homemade tacos.  Delicious.

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Thursday Free-For-All

About to go run! What’s up with you?

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